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Tuesday, January 30, 2007
they say "Life is all about making choices." oh so cliche rite? Well,the thruth is, we ended up not getting what we choose. BOO HOO HOO. i dont wana have exams!!
IPP next next week. MAJOR EXAMS next week. and im sinnnnfully blogging here. i hadnt touch on any of my modules yet. im nervous and panic and so afraid if i could not have the fucking time to finsh revising on my modules. i've got freaking 5 subjects. Made up of. Business Law, Marketing Mgmt, Business Finance, Essentials of financial & managment accountings and lastly retail and travel.
WADDAHELL..
pls pls pls. i need the drive to study.
the things i need to stay away from
-Boyfriend
-PC.
-Adobe Photoshop
-REFIGERATOR
Nnnn...
the 7-11 opposite my block. those frquent trips i made to buy my unnecessary snacks.
really! i need to study! okay. i will strt studying at 12:15 considering its 12:00pm sharp now! :))
i will try. lets all hooks fingers and pray i will do the best for exams. :)
12:00 AM
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
currently listening to: Blueberry yum yum by Ludacris
&&& i have been pretty busy with school for the past days. What do you exapact from us business women rite? LOLS. anw, i shall self-proclaimed that today SUCK. i shall declare it as my bad-luck-day-kinda-off thing.
Morning at 9:00am
Sec Ex-Boyfriend decide to irritate me like shit. It was so irritating.that i had to shout at him. But it still didnt work.Call up boyfriend. tell him what happen. Boyfriend call him up. Guess wht happen. He scolded boyfriend bck. He got the balls to do it man.
PHYSCO.
BF: APE KAU NK AR NGAN POMPUAN AKU AR?
EX: Sape kau?
BF: AKU TAU LA SAPE AKU.
EX:AH..malas ar. aku nk bubual ngan pompuan kau aje.
BF: APE KAU NK NGAN DIE.
EX:Buat ape kau nk tau
BF: SEBB AKU MATAIR DIE LAR.KAU JGN KACAU MATAIR AKU LAGI
EX:aku cume nak mintak maaf ngan die aje.
BF: TU KAU NYE PASAL!
:)) solved. 3 mins ltr..call again at my hp.
NINABEHCHEEBY.DONT DIDTURB ME PLS!
lesson learnt: make sure you're attached to a non-phsyco BF. ITS IMPORTANT!
BAD MOMENTS
my 6600 handphone died on me. NO RECEPTION and 5 buttons, on the keypad i couldnt press. !@#$%^&
Decide to use old handphone.
had to restore all my NYP friends number.
reach sch, just realised that, old phone cannot make any calls and cannot receive calls. its DEAD!!!
2nd part.
went to school early. thot of doing french together with Nurul. But she ended up late and so we didnt do the project.
3rd
Forgot to bring lanyard. Cant tap for lectures.
4th.
Shila step on my feet 2 times today and it hurts so much! hahah.
5th.
mktg project, a FUCKING "C" man!!! AAAARRRrrggh. i think zainal put alot of effort on the designs everything. i dont know whats up w that tutor man!!
6th.
made my way to buy waterproof eyeliner. i thought i had cash in my wallet. about to make payment, i just realised i hadnt had any.
"can i use NETS here?"
Above $5 bucks only.
price of eyeliner: $4.95.
Argh! went to the nearest ATM to withdrew cash.
4:25 AM
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
wokey taugey.
im at home and internet connection is SHIT! Like really SHIT. for the past 2 days its been dead. Especially when i need to use it for school purposes. :(
Anways, because my boyfriend has been pretty busy with work, i shall be a good girlfriend and stay at home and do some revicion for exams.
&& and i dont see the point saying the above sentence, because im still blogging. Alrights, lets make it a deal, after blog, i shall study kay. ;)
so life at school is SINCERELY AND I SWEAR BORRRIIINNNGGGG. like totally bored. The prescence of my poly-friends were the only drive for me to go to school. Hehs. I went school with my new-hair. Really. Shila and Lizah didnt saw the difference,
Ema went : " There's a difference with your hair, but i just dont know what izit?"
Lilin go: "your hair look healthier!"
Tat: "You cut your hair ar?"
Lam: "Did you change your parting?"
LOLS. no-one actually realise that i change the hair color. FYI for those who seem t see something different in me today and not quite sure about what i did or what acually happen, i change my HAIR-COLOR. only that. Not change of parting, not cutting and i didnt eat any ginseng to make my hair healthier. hehehe. i'll host up the make-over-of-the-hair in a while ive got to wait fer my sis to finish work as she's holding onto my memory card.
8:42 AM
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Ferr girls out dere..
Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."
So i rip this off from my pizzahut friends blog. Its a forward-ed-email-chain-kind-of-thing.
okay. let me see and edit, concluding that i have a boyfriend and some of the criterias above dont telly with what i have been going through with the boyfriend for a year plus plus..
point no. 1.
"Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot."
Okay past 2 days he calls me fabulous. Yesterady he said i look geourgeous. Usually he will go "you look pretty". But he NEVER say i was BEAUTIFUL.
Point 2.
"Who calls you back when you hang up on him."
He never does that right-at-that-point-of-time, but he always does the calling after an argument.
Point 3.
"Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep"
How about, if he sees me sleep, he hugs and sleeps together with me. Does that count?
Point 4
" Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead. "
Okay he does that a million times.
Point 5.
"Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. "
Here's a point he never did. He will usually, get me a mirror and ask me to groom my-self back so i will look perfect. So i dont know if thats good or bad.
Point 6
" Who holds your hand in front of his friends. "
Wells.. heres a point i can totally agree on. he holds my hand infront of his friend, my friend and even our PARENTS.
Point 7
" Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. "
HE ALWAYS SAYS THAT! :))
Point 8
"Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her.""
hmmm.. he dont go "thats her.." but he'll go.. "tu pompuan aku"
so does that count?
so concluding from the points above, only 3 points out of 8 were pefect. the rest need some adjustments. So am i with the right guy?
anways, im happy and content with what i have already. :)) XXX
9:12 PM
Friday, January 12, 2007
Did i mention EFMA was a killer? well, it certainly was man. Concluding from the test that i sat for just now, i guess my marks would be prettyy close to zero. :)) and really i don't know why i just inserted that smiley for.
anw, im rite now chatting with my far-away-cousin from Malaysia. Im jus bored and i insisted not to strt on my projects yet. Maybe later at night. Ok, i've got bloody-red-right-eye. Must be that the contact lense have gone dry. :((
im bored.
im bored.
im bored.
totally bored.
someone tell me what to do. Weather outside has so much so contributed to the boring-ness. Boyfriends working till mid-night so won't be seeing him. Tomorrow's my turn working till mid-night, i guess i wun be able t see him as well. -CRIES- 2 days without boyfriend= BOREDOM.
HAHAHAHA. i forgot to mention this.
MUM FELL DOWN JUST NOW.!
Venue: Car Park.
i wasnt being rude here to laugh at her, but she did a SPLIT man! i cant even do that. I know it hurts. that's why she's in her room resting for now. But hey! A SPLIT! really, i wish i had reacted fast enough and took a pic of her. ok im bad.
2:44 PM
& i decide to host up some old pics of both of us
first and foremost (claps) for me who have finished her last-minute-studying for the module EFMA which would be tested in few hours time considering its 1:45am now Jan 12-07.
(claps). *Throw flowers at me*
hmmm. faham ke tak faham ape aku blaja tu blakang cerite lar.
Anw, before i proceed to my-always-redundant-entries, i thank lizah and shila for putting alot of effort for the Business Finance Project. really i think they went nuts striving with the projetcs. it was alot of hardwork and i definitely knew and appreciate it. Thanks girls. really,i dont know how i wana potray this teeny-weeny-appreciation of mine, but really, i mean it, THANKS.
Over and done with projetcs, left with travel and french project.
and tts it! EXAMS next. HOLY-NOT-PREPARED-OKAYS.
but not to worry, i hope everything will go fine and take everything day by day. :))
i know im capable. i really wana grab that piece-of-ass-shit-paper-that-guarantees-my-life. they call it the "diploma" i wana make my parents proud. :))
but i guess, to strt off, i shall not skip my lectures anymore. i skip, 2 lectures, 1 french class and 1 more absent without valid reson for EFMA is debarment. hehs. so ya i guess let me get back to the basic which is to attend classes religiously.
Adios!
8:57 AM
Thursday, January 11, 2007
and so i had family-reunion-sort-of-thing with the boyfriends family. Im so "paiseh" really. Most of the pics were taken secretly. seriously, im such a shyy-banana to even hold up my camera phone and make snaps. :)) hehehe. i just realised how "kental" i was. Seriously, BF Dad's sitting opposite me, BF Sis, on my right, BF on my left and ya BF Mum sat daigonal of me.
i ate. and ate. and reach home still hungry. i felt as though everyones staring at me during my dinner with the family. i really really don't know where my food entered.. Like really. hahaha. The family joke, but most of the time i think im lost. really, i so not there..i guess my soul wondered of, im just physically there only. hehehe i was a JELLY-BEAN man!
Boyfriend mum ordered alot. really alot. nasi goreng fr 7 ppl to eat, mee goreng seafood fer me, we had nasi ayam, mee hongkong, me soup, sweet ad sour fish, fries, fish and chips and lots more. really alot. anw, ya as i mentioned, im still HUNNGRRY. hehs.
6:38 AM
Sunday, January 07, 2007
and i will tell you my own politic from now on!
ok lifes getting bored! i mean. whats there? besides more projetcs, exams, driving practical, early school time-table. and ya. those bore things. tht practically stresses me evry single minute.
BLAH!
Boyfriend's mum has been a wonder. She baked fer me cream puffs with lots-sof-custard. Yummy-licious.
Ps: i wanted to host pictures of the custard-puffs but, only remebered after eating all of them. nyeehas.
Anw, good-free-food.:)) okay, ystd, movie marathon at my house again. Me and the boyfriend ate asthough we have not been eating fer donkey years. We bought the grilled pepper BBQ chicken at NTUC, 4 Cheesy Hot dog bun and also a regular cheese with spicy chicken chunks and pepperoni pizza!
So-chickenish! i didnt know that 99% of what i eat ysterday contains chicken till i type this out!
Nevertheless, i told you im getting fat!Anw, ya, we finished all the food, by the second movie. Father was kind ysterday, gave my boyfriend a carton of instant noodle fer him to bring home. LOLS. he must have thought my boyfriend drives a car.
"Macam maner Ian nak bawak abah? Ian bawak moto. Kotak ni besar sangat"
Hahaha. anw, he promised t bring a bigger bag the next time he visit my house t bring the big box of instant noodles home!
We watched the Resident Evil, Jurassic Park, Johnny English and also Phonebooth.But somehow both of us doze off by the 3rd movie. Must be we're too full and ya..zzz
9:22 PM
Saturday, January 06, 2007
"oh no awak sick ekh? kite take you home and take care of you kay."
for once i feel love again! wah. when was the last time he said something sweet as this? maybe when the first time we dated lar. Hahaha.
Sore throat has been such an asshole.
Flu is getting frm bad to worse.
Sneezing non-stop irritates me.
and lastly..
Nose-block!!! yuck yuck yuck hate it man!!
anw, brought home Chicken Supreme Pizza fer my boyfriend fer his lunch. He fetched me after work and that we headed fer suntec to have good sugar-cane juice. my all time favourite drink.i had my chocolate cheese cake bought at secret receipie too!
:))
im growing fatter everyday.
Ohya how can i not metioned that i work with my beloved Ali today!
heheheh. He saw my mum and my sis and also my sis friend lar. hahhaha. Its been a long time since i last work. Tmoro im werking again. 12-5.
anways.
goddamnit. im god damn fickel minded just like wat shila said.
Now ive gt the cash! then i duno if i should cut my hair or not! maybe i should just re-dye!! i DONT KNOW!!! PLs!! i wana do something with my hair but i dont know what to do with it!! Lols. i need more time t think and have it perfect so i wont regret!!! pls...shila lizah..i need more time t think hahaha...
7:44 AM
Thursday, January 04, 2007
Today was strt of sch! my very first day at sch after the 2 weeks break which pass so fast.
okay. i was hell no mood to dress up fer sch since i wasnt in a good mood as i had a fight with the boyfriend. the arguments was stretching and seriosuly its reaching to nowhere. and there was no full stop fer 2 bloody days.Shila remeber u once say, that, since me and the bf slalu gado and tht eventhough we gado but we still together fer a very long time already, probably me and my boyfriend need to sit down and talk and somewhat discuss rite?
so. we had a fight and i tried the sit-down-woman-and-man talk. bt it dont seem t werk lar...hahhaa.
we fought frm AMK (Ang Mo Kio) then we decide to try the shila method and talk at the coffee shop aftr having the lunch which dont seem t fill my tummy.
and then it got worse so we switch venue t void-deck. and it got more worse. so i decide to stop the whole arguing and went home first.
i think we'll just stick to "if-mara-i-shall-keep-quiet" method kind of thing.
i shall be kind and give-in when possible.i know his doing his part as well. :))
anw, zainal lizah and shila fufilled the promises that the 5 of us made.(lizah,nurul,shila,zainal and me) which was to redo-makedo and reinvent a new hairstyle. so zainal had this lowlights on his hair that gave him a natural look, shila had super jet-black-hair and lizah. She impressed me! like really her hair was nice. she had highlights and her hair somewhat or rather made her look alot fairer. with the new specs that she made. was cool man! she was a total NEW LIZAH! haha.
im sad t say me and nurul didnat do anything t our hair bcos nurul realises that she should keep long hair and i think i should remain my hair length. :))
anw, i'll do abit of higlights maybe if cash permits.!
anw, Ema had her hair snip short and Lam had his hair bald.!
some wrong english used by fatin.
You see Lam where's a cap probably to hide his bald head. So i was calling out t Lam in the middle of the lecture hall.
Me: Lam can i see ur bald!
(ppl hear it as)
LAM CAN I SEE YOUR BALL!
Shila: Hahahahaa...
Me: i mean. can i see your bald head!!
Shila: Yes that sounds better. missing in 1 word makes a whole lot of difference.
1:47 AM
Monday, January 01, 2007
before i proceed, Happy Anniversary Honey.
this may sound cliche but really, i love you with all my heart. :)) more than anyone else. really.
anw, yr 2007 strt off preetty fine fer me xcept that i had to sent mum to hospt in the morning. wells here something very important fer the ppl who make my life wonderful in the year 2006.
Wells,
first and foremsot.
 Boyfriend: You have been my greatest posession. Youre my life. though there are ups and downs, i think we manage to pull through it together. :) when i know its kinda hard sumtyms  Mizah (PH): The only time i meet you is during work and im so glad that i have you because you're such great advisor that im so literally in love with you. you understand me the most. we've been thorugh alot of love affairs. and i so adore the intimate gossips that we have. and how you made me walk from Geylang to home! Mizah is so evil. how we make our vigin trip to BALI AND IKEA!!! i really LOVE you honey!!!!!!!!!!!! Bali would be such a memorable trip and thnks fer sponsoring 1/2 the cost! LOLS  Aida: Aida, im sad to say, i have never been there when you always needed me. rite? i know im sucha jerk. wells, i just need you to know that, without you, there's no me and my one and only sophian. You brought us back together. and because of you, we're together again. i dont know how you do it. but i really really thank you. excuse my limited vocabulary. but thats how much i wana thank you. We really thank you aida. THANK YOU  Hafiz (PH): There's no way i can say I LOVE YOU to you. i will make things rest for the both of us now. eventhough i know u still love me like you always do. Its very sweet of you.You've been there during my ups and downs. Especially my downs. there's so many things we go through together. how we enjoy eating durians at Geylang till 4:00am and cant sleep well cause we feel very hot after that. i love the way u are. the many many days you sent me home aftr work at my door step. The movie marathon we always do at Marina Square. The times you call me at 3:00am because you cant sleep and that ure new house has no fan and you really really cant sleep.i think you know me better then i know myself even. Im sad things took a turn. but i really appreciate what we've been through.  Hadi (PH): Youre the guy-friend that i always give a hug without having to think twice. You make me feel god-damn-comfortable. i love you because you know how t draw the line btwn relationship and friends and i think tts toatlly cool dude!  Anisah and Khairiyah: you're my secondary school besties and im glad we still give each other birthday bashes evry year. hahaha. BUT pls pls..dont sabo me this yr. im 19. so lets act adult people. HAHAHAHA. i have no pics of you guys together!! damnit. Lizah Zainal Shila Nurul Lilin : you're the greatest people that makes my poly life really really meaningful! without you guys i think i wont be where i am today. Youre the best POLY FRIENDS!!!  Ali (PH): i met you in the early december rite? ure fantastic. seriously. Youre the type of guy that i seek in every guy.You have all the qualities dude. how how how i would wish you're older then me. :)) anw, youre smart, with good character good behaviour and good look. what more can i say rite? you have a lot of girls queuing fer you. so Ali, thanks for being in my life. Its great having you around. and i mean it!  Hani (PH): hahaah. met you this yr just like Ali. Thanks for the good time spent and i know how irritating i go wen i say" Hani u gt this song...can u hlp me dwnload this song...can u send me this file...that file....and ya..what's the website to download the themes again?" hahahaha. Absolutley bonkers. i dont know how Hani manage to pull off my irritating-ness. hahaha. WELL...maybe u cant rite? hahaha &&&& so my hands are getting pretty numb fer now. its 3:00am in the morning. Pls dont be upset if ure name(s) not on the list. im just getting very drowsy thats why maybe i leftout ure names. but you know i know that we love each other. :)) sayonara fer now. lets strt a fresh life in 2007!! feeweet.! wait...y is my boyfriends part the shortest amoung all?? hiaz.... i must be tired.
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