Thursday, November 30, 2006
my internet is finally working. WAHAHAHAHAHAS.
finally!!!
6:31 AM
Sunday, November 26, 2006
and so yesterday i spent ultimate quality time with the boyfriend at escape theme park. :))
lesson learnt: seriously i didnt know that the boyfriend is capable of screaming louder then me.
it was hell-of-a-fun.
rather disspaointed because alpha 8,the cadbury inverter and the coca-cola thingy was closed.
anw.it was fun-fun-fun. especially whenyou hear your boyrfiend screaming & you're practically luffing.
splendid. Haunted house is SHIT
7:17 PM
Friday, November 24, 2006
Eventhough im still angry with the boyfriend, im trying very very very hard to forget about it and do the happy stuffs. wells. let me get some nostalgic moments back again.
back in years before 2000. (jeng jeng jeng) i think i look damn dumb. for real.i think its about time i write up an entry about oh-i-miss-myschool-days-and-i-wana-cry and i-miss-school-like-hell.well you get the drift dear.
frist-stop in kidergarten days. where moments of skirts get stuck in your colourful barbie undies and you're ignorantly and showing off your I LOVE-barbie book of stickers to your fellow cass-mates.When they dont even give a damn shit about it. you love the phrase "i dont friend you anymore" i suppose.and also *not forgetting when a bully arise.you just had to say " i tell teacher then you know." and then again. how silly could we be.
and then hold your breath! Where your ultimate pleasure arise. This is when back in primary school days.I had ultimate fun times with lots of embaressing moments as well.For intance this is where i had my 95628305 crushes.:)) you saw this guy. and you think his cute. and you think you're reallly the one for him..(drools)and the next momentyou saw the head-prefect you go...i think i love him and he looks alot cuter. and so on..not only that. we're afraid of the prefects.how dumb!
my school we had the "silent reading" days. where everyone is gathered at the hall and made to read their own story book before the assembly strts. and how we innocnetly read many books to get "chops". and you literally shows the class you read 20 books in a week. and you've got the book-worm badge.im-so-proud-of-it. and then you have friends who just adore cryin and they will cry their eyeballs out at the corner of the class. and everyone will go why...why...why you cry.. and then she says: i tell you, you dont tell anybody okay... and the sentence must always end with a "promise ky" and...but just before the end of the class, everyone knows the reason why you cried. how cute.
and then.
here comes the fact. we love writing on diaries remeber? okay it menas that if you dont get diaries, youre not popular enough.and the major prblem was that, under the friends problem, we've got so much catogery. for instance.Friends, Good friends, and then Best friends, True Friends, Loyal Friends and different sort of friends. and in-order to make your profile stands out from the rest, you headline your profile as "THE CRIMINAL" you know that kind of stuff. 5 stones,scissors-paper-stone,UNO, Monkey-bar &&& catching is the most INnn thing.How absurd things are in those days.and then we have the toothbrush seession after recess. we will line up in the toilet sink and brush our teeth together and then we get in two's and were sent back to class.
gosh.how stupid do we look rite. We get punished and scared for alot of things 1) not bringing recorders 2) not bringing book and doing homework. 3) not bringing our tooth-brush 4) not putting up our hands when we cross the road
and lots more... & i really LOVE those days eventhough we're kinda stupid plus dumb. :)
9:45 PM
Thursday, November 23, 2006
sometimes i don't even know if his the right guy fer me.
you know its like, yes.. and then my mind comes to a state where it says no and then it goes.. maybe...and then... i REALLY DONT' KNOW. hiaz. sometimes he makes me so angry more then any ass-holes in the world. for instance yesterday. :((and guesss what. i really feel like flushing him down the toilet bowl. literally i mean it. GOSH. im so angry.
& i really feel like flushim him down the toilet bowl!
8:07 PM
Thursday, November 16, 2006
a very redundant post.
i know im very eligible to blog about every thing. Everything uder the sun, under the planet and even under the ozone layer. yesh. But before i proceed on my gazillion stuff to blog about, i wana thank you you and you for the very happy day i ahd at Ramen-ten ystd. (shila lizah adn zainal.) i feel happy and full ystd. really.
to those who hadnt tried ramen-ten. you gota have a taste of the yummy-licious japanese food. i so can speak japan now. ari-ga-to. :))
and yes.I LOVE MY SISTER. i don't know why. i think i love her more then anyone else now. She's my drive to everything. i can no longer depend on parents. its not as though i hated them. but i just find it very difficult to compromise some thoughts and put it into an un-arguable agreement. My sister has been adapting to my luffs, whines, cries and lots more. i love her. like very much. Next is my boyfriend. He has been showering me with gifts. and if you think im being materilistic here. think again. this is the very first time my boyfriend actually buy for me stuffs. and its really surprising.:)) i guess for the past few days. he have been giving me assurance.and somehow he did show how much he appreciated me.Working at Hotel-line, my boyfriend is rather busy now. well, i think im able to cope wih that hopefully.
Exams, projects are major stress loads. and its compiling. and still is. FUCK the load. i really need time fer shopping. i miss shopping. i hadnt been doing one lately due to school and not only that i cancelled my car practical because i've got so much homework and school stuff to do. Its amazing sometimes out of all this hectic yet boring life, i can still find the time to spent with the boyfriend till mid-nights. adn i so adore the late dinners that we have. :)) im glad i have this ppl around me. i don't need anyone more then them. they have somehow complete my incomplete life.
and oh yes, i hadnt been working for like 3 weeks and im broke.!! wells sometimes i wish i wish im like most girls out there, with money, beaty and brain. wells maybe im just not that blessed afterall.haha. im never appreciating enough.
anw, barce myself.tomorows friday!! weekends are so near!
ps: i love you sis. &&&& i love you honey.
i wish time permits. i need more time to get my entries done. i'll update later.
10:18 PM
What You Really Think Of Your Friends | Sister is your soulmate. | You truly love the Boyfriend. | You consider Kak Lili your true friend. | You know that Hamizah is always thinking of you. | You'll remember Aida for the rest of your life. | You secretly think Anisah is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times. | You secretly think that Khairiyah is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker. | You secretly think that Sister is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Sister changes lovers faster than underwear. | You secretly think Ira is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Ira has a hidden internet romance. |
8:38 PM

8:03 PM
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
the trip to Vivo with my NYP project team mates. :)))
8:52 PM
Monday, November 13, 2006
and so today im going VIVO with the people that make my happy world go round and round.Shila, Lizah, Zainal and Nurul. and then again. i love this course. Retail and Mgmt. Most of it consists of shopping. i mean literally, we go down to the shopping centre and shop. Really. the wonders of these courses at times.
VIVO here we come.
10:34 PM
it's been early christmas for the past few days.
Strting from friday morning,
Mum: Cooked for me breakfast before i go to school. Delicious old-school maggie mee. Dad: fed me honey before i rush off to school Boyfriend : Surprise me with a second hand MP3 player. (he rather sees me carrying tt MP3 player then that disc-man) My Ex boyfriend: Gave me his memory card that has 512 MB.
and then ystd.
the boyfriend bought fer me my most favourite perfume from CK Tangs.



im so happy that my CHRISTMAS has arrived.
10:07 PM
Sunday, November 12, 2006

Hari Raya outing with the boyfriend and friends

Hari raya outing with the family.
10:03 PM
Sunday, November 05, 2006
my ICT equiz is less than 15 mins and im here happily blogging without having the sense of urgency and the need to study for my ICT. very well, im doomed!
let me stretch my appreciation to my lovely-dovey aida for the photos. seriously im glad you host it up. i need more of the pics dear. :)) thanks thanks.
well the hari raya outing with the kfc riders was fanatstic at first till we reached the last house evertyhting took a turn. my ex turned up right infornt of the door-step. seriosuly i hate the feeling cause i know my boyfriend hate my ex very much and vice-versa. so ya. seriously the word used in malay for me at tt point of tym was "tak-kene gaya" some of the riders know it also. and everybody went silent. and Fahrin luckily manage to spice things up and get everyone luffing. thnaks mat-rep. it really works though! :))
i'll host up more pictures frm my camera phone soon. i just couldnt find the time. projects are piling and ica's approaching. wuhoo.. im dead.
9:56 PM
Thursday, November 02, 2006
dammit. it seems that i'll never own a WORKING computer.
Fatin has been pretty much lazy this semsester.i hadnt been doing my tutorials. and i ddint turn up fer lecture and tutorial. and guess what without an MC even. :)) LETTERS OF DEBARMENT would definitely pay me a visit if i continue my cant-be-bothered attitude. wells. i need a change.
really.
vavavoom. i scooped this out from the net. The Ugly side of your horoscopes. read them. its fun. and ya. maybe hurting though.
warped zodiac interpretations.
Aquarius (Jan 23 - Feb 22) - You have an inventive mind and are inclined to be progressive. You lie a great deal. You make the same mistakes repeatedly because you are stupid. Everyone thinks you are a fucking jerk.
Pisces (Feb 23 - Mar 22) - You are a pioneer type and think most people are dickheads. You are quick to reprimand, impatient, and full of advice. You do nothing but piss-off everyone you come in contact with. You are a prick.
Aries (Mar 23 - April 22) - You have a wild imagination and often think you are being followed by the FBI or CIA. You have minor influence on your friends and people resent you for flaunting your power. You lack confidence and are a general dipshit.
Taurus (April 23 - May 22) - You are practical and persistent. You have a dogged determination and work like hell. Most people think you are stubborn and bullheaded. You are nothing but a goddamned communist.
Gemini (May 23 - June 22) - You are a quick and intelligent thinker. People like you because you are bisexual. You are inclined to expect too much for too little. This means you are a cheap bastard. Geminis are notorious for thriving on incest.
Cancer (June 23 - July 22) - You are sympathetic and understanding of other people's problems, which makes you a sucker. You are always putting things off. That is why you will always be on welfare and wont be worth a shit. Everyone in prison is a Cancer.
Leo (July 23 - Aug 22) - You consider yourself a born leader. Others think you are an idiot. Most Leos are bullies. You are vain and cannot tolerate criticism. Your arrogance is disgusting. Leo people are thieving motherfuckers and enjoy masturbation more than sex.
Virgo (Aug 23 - Sept 22) - You are the logical type and hate disorder. Your shit-picking attitude is sickening to your friends and co-workers. You are cold and unemotional and often fall asleep while fucking. Virgos make good bus drivers and pimps.
Libra (Sept 23 - Oct 22) - You are the artistic type and have a difficult time dealing with reality. Chances for employment and monetary gain are nil. Most Libra women are whores. All Libras die of venereal disease.
Scorpio (Oct 23 - Nov 22) - You are the worst of the lot. You are shrewd in business and cannot be trusted. You shall achieve the pinnacle of success because of your total lack of ethics. You are the perfect son-of-a-bitch. Most Scorpios are murdered.
Sagittarius (Nov 23 - Dec 22) - You are optimistic and enthusiastic. You have a reckless tendency to rely on your luck since you have no talent. You are a worthless piece of shit.
Capricorn (Dec 23 - Jan 22) - You are conservative and afraid of taking risks. You are basically chickenshit. There has never been a Capricorn of any importance.
10:05 PM
Wednesday, November 01, 2006

happy eleven months. :))
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