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Sunday, December 31, 2006
and so Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all muslims. :))
and nt fergetting HAPPY NEW YEAR.
my new year resolutions? i haven thought of it yet. but i will soon maybe.
seriously ive gt no drive to blog today.
5:24 AM
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
and so, after four days of not meeting my one and only boyfriend. i really really kind of miss him. and so today, after werk, he fetched me, we had KFC at home and lots of quality time together. anw. his asleep now.
its just that his snoring is kinda loud at times that im backspacing every sentence i type out becuase i lost my flow. *sighs*
anw, i just ripped this off from Aida's blog and it is so true!!! Seriously, its either me being petty or really, "welcome to the girls life"
Lols.
i think its so true.
#1:
Dont ever come late wen u're miting your gf. You being late is a No-No for us, geddit? Apologise immediately wen u reach her. Beta yet, give her a call, an sms, while u r otw. Apologise sincerely. If she sulks or screams at u, tats a gd ting. Dont scream back at her. All u have to do is stroke her back n listen to her whine. She'll be ok in a while. But if she doesnt, tats it. Its e beginning of e end. Shows tat she doesnt even care if u guys mit up or nt.
#2:
When shes in her nt so good mood, dont be mad at her. Girls have their on n off days. OK, its nt all e menses fault, bt we blame everyting on it anyway, so just agree.
#3:
Tolerate her, PLEASE! Some guys juz cant tolerate their gfs. If shes being all cutesy n stuf, juz give her a kiss. Tat'll do wonders, trust me.
#4:
Dont EVER tell her to shut up. Just hear her out. If u really cant take it any longer, juz nod ur head n say "hmm..ok", tat kinda ting. You dont really hav to listen. Hah!
#5:
When e both of u go shopping, be ard them. They want to ask ur opinion on stuffs, it may nt really matter, bt girls juz wanna ask. Dont go over to e men's section n Never walk out of e shop.
#6:
Kiss her on her forehead sometimes. Dont force ur tongue in everytime u kiss.
#7:
Have e iniative to ask abt her personal stufs sumtimes. Tat'll mkae her feel tat u really care for her.
#8:
Dont ever say sumting lyk "Eh..u hav no right ok? Tat's my personal stufs". God. Tat hurts so much!
#9:
Msg her a simple "i love you" after u put down e phone, even if u juz said "i love you" while on e phone.
#10:
Lastly, talk to her man! If she daydreams, tat means shes bored. And never let ur gf be bored. Its nt her fault if she calls someone else, coz u werent there to talk to her n b w her.
to me number, 2,5,8 and 10 are perfetcly TRUE TO THE CORE MAN!!!
5:13 AM
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
and so i just read Aida's entry. OMG. they look totally in love lar! So sweet lar! Aida i wanted to tag at ur tagboard but i dun seem t able t do it.. bcos i cant scroll down! hahahas. Anw, girl im so happy fer you. You guys look as if ure just "attached" . im so happy fer. Even my mum smiles and laugh to ur entry.
If youre just wondering, me and ian doing perfectly fine.tapi sometimes tu ..i think you know lar ar... hahha. :))
be happy always girl.i cnt b ter fer you always. but you now and i know we can always depend on each other. Pape just call me ky sweetheart.
Youre my Loveliest freind around. XXX
11:06 PM
it was hard fer me to work jus now with you ard. :(
11:37 AM
Work was great great great.
Projects a good progress. 1/2 done with marketing, Law completed and Ict completed.
yays!!
left with travel!! wuhhooo... Claps!
i shall elaborate more on my day tml. today im shagged. anw, i have good clean fun today at werk.
10:39 AM
Monday, December 25, 2006
Wishing each and every soul a Merry Christmas!!
6:34 PM
English Errors Made By the Boyfriend
Venue:at Johore Check-Point with the Boyfriend.
Boyfriend: Awak...Cepat tolong kite?
Me: Ape?
Boyfriend: Awak tolong kite hide the ciggrates in ur breast?
me: Awak!!!! You dont hide it in the breast..You hide it in the BRA!!!!!
Boyfriend: Ala....same je...
me: -----
6:19 PM
Saturday, December 23, 2006
&&& seriously, i miss working with Ali, Aliff, Hani Mizah and the rest. I sincerely sweear that i miss the working life. and this is the first time i felt that way!
sighs
projects are one-moder-fucker. it never seem to end. My ict project, im nt sure what question was i allocated to. was it 3 or 4. Called zainal but doenst seem t have any response. Nevertheless, i still have my law, travel, and marketing projects to work on.
Fuck projects.
ps: does it kill to hlp a friend in need?
well fer now, im gonna be good and do my law.
9:15 PM
Friday, December 22, 2006
To Lizah;
Yes i find it ridiculous to say
"aku upah kau ah...pls tolong aku ngan project biz finance"
i never had the intention to treat you as employee or anything of those sort. A help was what i need. i hadnt receive any emails on Biz Finance and i had no freaking idea on wht is happening abt biz finance. There was no way i could do the project because i dont have the excel worksheet on my desktop. Nt only that, today (22/12/06) i left my hp at my uncle's house. Tts why if u realised i have been using my house phone to call you.
sorry if in anw i offended you or made you feel used.
sorry.
8:33 AM
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
before i proceed with my official entry aftr days of absence,
honestly, i have been very busy lately. In all, i find that time has been preety ridiculous. i dont know what it has flown to. my time surpass me even faster then the bullet train. Like realy really fast.I did a count fer my free days where i can just chill over a cup of coffee infront of a good movie and have fun time editing my blogskin, or just have good night slip with the boyfriend...and guess what, my free days are close to Zero. Zero. i dont know what i have been doing fer the past few days, but it is certainly not rewarding to the once-in-a-blue-moon holidays that im getting now. *sobs*
i just realised a pattern in most of my entries, do i have to strt of my entries with my irritating rants? such a disgrace, no wonder no one reads my entries. Shame! nevermind.because people can be childish at times and whiney most of the times (fer my case) i will rite my entries as to how i wish them to be paragraph and phrase. :))
so let me begin, (if im my instincts are right fer now, the next paragraph, would be merely anoter pure ranting) ((u may skip the paragraph if you want to.)) &&& so the wheather has been preety wet fer the past few days. resulting me in an all-over state and condition. Sometimes im with umbrella, sometimes im on a motorcyle all soaked, the nxt time, you see me all dry up on a bike with fulls-on rain-coat. But neverthless, im thnkful tt im still strong and healthy and not sick. Tts why i had the extra extra momentum to blog today!
So the wheather hasnt been kind enough to me, but i really love the almost-australian temperature tt i have been getting every night when i go to bed. it feels oh-holly-kemmolly-god-damn-good that i dont wana strt kicking on the projects! Seriously i have no drive fer the projects!! i would gv you 5 bucks to just help me with my Business Finance project. Its jsut 1/2 a question. But i seriously, its either that im super duper dumb tt i still dont get how to do or. maybe the Biz.Fiance just suck!
(ps: price can be negotiated if you are willingly to do fer me my project. Anyone??)
wells. i just come to realised that, i have actually watched two movies in a week. DejaVu and The Holidays with the BF. and i still can say that my holidays are wasted.? Im sick man! The boyfriend has been a bliss eventhough most of the times his a pain in the ass. He went to werk in the morning, and so i fetched him at abt 3:00pm and then, we headed fer KFC and take the food home fer consumption and then we slept and then we woke-up we eat again and then, we met the best friend at my void-deck and then, 3 of us had dinner togetehr since my mum already prepared and then they went home and im here blogging...
ok and thats that. :))
i really really want to change my blogskin!!!!
im sick with mine!!!!
and wht the hell happen to Pizzahut. im rather upset. i knew its the holidays, PH sort off have more staff then they usaully have, but that doesnt mean they can ignore my prescence and i have barely any werking days in the roster! im so upset! i wana get a new job! i dont have any slot in the roster fer the weekdays except chritmas! Pathetetic! serisouly i need those ke-ching $$$$$. Hello!!! im broke here!!!!
6:23 AM
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Im emotionaly depressed for now. This is so depressing.
Fucked.
Fucked.
Fucked.
the next time you see me, pls tell me that ive not gone crazy yet. Because i have certainly believe that i just turned into one.
Maybe im really not tt perfect Girlfriend.
-im stupid
-im dumb
-im ugly
i dont care if this is bullshit or wat, cause i dont care abt anything fer now. and i dont wana care. and i insist not to care eventhough deep inside i care. But who the hell Care?
im really really really crazy. Get the drift? Get the Flow? GET IT ???
i hate my violent moodswings & I'm totally feeling empty all over again.
The Boyfriend doesnt get the sense tt im angry with him. How sad.
I should really kick myself.!
&&&
I really really really wish you'd understand
9:23 AM
Saturday, December 16, 2006
hahha. Ecsape Theme Park with the PizzaHut friends is so much fun,bliss,laughter. i couldnt believe the fact that MIZAH CRIED when she took the pirate ship. Here are the few things she said while she was on the thrilling "viking"
Mizah: "arrrggghh!!!! aku nak balik!!! nak turun!!! aku rela kerje nari dri naik bende ni!! arrrggghhh!!!
can u believe. she literally cried. just FYI if you were wondering how old is she, erm..she's 19. hahaha..
we get our sponsored Hip Hop ice-cream which dont seem to quench my thirst.
and then, Alymn joined us. We had to go Aliff-mak-punye-kawan-punye-anak-punye chalet. WHICH IS nothing got to do with us!!!! hahaha. He barely even know the owner of the chalet. the fun part was that we ate the food there despite of being "paiseh" because we're extremely hungry!!
and then we surpise Ali with a very teeny weeny black forest cake that me and mizah bought at down town east, we brought him to the Pasir ris park carpark and lit the candle and sang a bday song fer him.! It work out well! :))) i guess...
hehs. anw, we had good dinner at Mac and fer me and Ali we had our New York Pizza which cost us only $4 bucks.:))
what you have learnt:
$10 is sufficient for a day's trip to Escape Theme Park.
-$6 for the admission ticket
-$4 for NYP Pizza.
drink the rain-water if youre thirsty! :))
its 2:00am in the morning. its super sinful to be blogging when non of my projects are completed. till then love each and every single one of you who made my day at the Escape Theme Park.
9:43 AM
Friday, December 15, 2006
here are the overloaded pics.
8:18 AM
Thursday, December 14, 2006
im in sch and im having a mother-fucker 3 hours break before my French class strts. oh my what a drag.
and so im back from johore!! im god damn shagged to the max. its one hell of a ride man. with hot swelthering heat during our way to johore at woodlands checkpoint and heavy rain drenched to the core moments on our way bck to Singapore. and not fergetting its JAM!!!!
4 Straight hours on the bike.!
my ass hurts BIG TIME DUDE!
Its really draining me.
im damn tired to even reply any of anyone's messages ysterday.
for instance: Ali, Mizah, and ya Nazry, Fahmy and others.
100 apologies guys.
anw, i'll host up the pictures, once i reach home. im just so tired.
OK HERE'S THE FUN PART.(Enuff of my ranting)
woke up at 5:00. Surprising-ly my boyfirend's the one woke me up.
6:00 he arrived.
6:30 meet the rest of the riders/friends at Tampines Caltex.
WTH, they only arrived at 7:45am.
there were 12 guys and 2 girls(including me)
The fact tt, i really cant stand her. She's one moder mofo minah man!
her tatoos are straight turn-off. then she strted staring at me. I think she's in her mid-20's. Bt hu the hell cares.
boyfriend: awak..ure not the only girl, uve gt a friend.
me: i DONT feel like making any FREINDS TODAY!
boyfriend: i know you well. :)) (smiles)
hahaha. my boyfriend agrees w me. She so damn stuck-up.
and ya. Majorty of his friends age ranges from 20 above to 30 and below.
and so they treat me like a kid.
rider1: haus tak? lapa tak?
then..when we reach the woodlands checkopint, one of them gave me their shades.
rider 2: na na adik pakai ni.
me: ar...i got bring mine.
rider 2: tkper2 pakai je ni..panas ni..
me: okay... (bt instead i hand over the shades to my boyfriend)
then...they bought fer me food. :)) bubblegm, sweets, drinks and ya just to make sure im alright. i was really really treated like a kid. and the fact tt they cal me "ADIK" GODDAMNIT!
LOLS.
i dun look as though im 14 ky. im so capable of tolerating the heat, the thirst. bt they insist to treat me like a small tiny weeny princess. which some how are rather very sweet of them.
on our way home, one of them gave up their racing suit and insist tt i wore the suit because it was raining heavily. so ya. i had the oppurtunity to try and fit myself into the tons and kilo suit. Its damn heavy man!!!
i have hard time putting it on even.
the pictures will do the talking. i'll host it up SOON....
6:17 PM
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
shopping has been the ultimate pleasure. :)))
i think i deserve the womanly treat aftr projects and stressful ICAS.
PS: Shila dont blame me for being broke! hahaha.
shila lizah me and nurul our main mission by the time sch re-opens is to have new-hair styles!! wuhooo i so cant wait. but im broke. hehs.
anw, happy birthday Ali, im sorry because im not in Singapore!!! :))
pray fer my safe journey ppl.
BYE BYE SINGAPORE
7:29 AM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
8:01 PM
Monday, December 11, 2006
and so i was frustrated becuase internet suck big time ystd. ps:and it still is
and today i got my business law result. 22 1/2 over 30.
i so see myself becoming a lawyer.
results have been major bliss. my 2 months of pure absence from werk (because i wana study fer my exams) is somehow rather benificial.
okay, so ystd i had an urgent call tt i have to rush down to pizzahut due to lack of staff. How sad rite, i was from school man. Bt see, Mizah's sick, Sue have to take care of her son, i mean why not since school strts at 3 tml.
Werk was hell-of-fun.
but before i proceed, here's a light note for Mizah
ps: you owe me a scruptious dinner/lunch cause i have to drag myself from yio chu kang(Nanynag Polytechnic) to siglap pizza hut. Sobs!
ohya. let me strt abt werk.So glad upon reaching at werk to see Ali. I would somehow or rather self-proclaimed that ystd was the first time that i actually mingle ard with Hani. Usually i will drop smiles and have those add-in-conversations with her. But hell no ystd we even strt gossiping, joking, laughing our ass off.
heres some stupid remarks, we the waiter and waitress do.
Bear: Aisah, kau da tanye customer tu die nak ape sauce for the pizza tk?
Aisah: da da..
Bear: Abes sauce ape? bbq ke tomato?
Asah: Sos TIRAM!!!
Bear: --------
HAHAHAHAA.
and aftr she say dat, the first thing that rings the bell in me is the song
"Suriram-ram, Suriram.." hahaha. i couldnt get it out my head for like abt 30 mins man!! i kept smiling to myself.
and then here's another..
Ali: Fatin amek kan air masak empat.
Me: air masak tu warm water ekh?
Ali: tk..ice water.
me: -----
how can ice water be air masak. once you "masak" the water its suppose to be hot rite? not cold. hmmm..i still dnt get it. hahahahha.
alrite, ill collage the pics taken ystd at werk in a while.
the fridge is calling me.!
10:00 PM
Sunday, December 10, 2006
i have this tendency, when i fight with my boyfriend, i feel like vomiting puking, shitting all at the same time. i such a weak-banana. :((
evrything in me just go haywire like a naked wire got soaked in slurppe. anw, things took a turn when i chat with Ali. I SO ABSOFUCKINGLUTELY LOVE HIM to the core lar.
we had a very long MSN chat just now. Somehow he made me feel asthough i didnt fight w my boyfriend at all. hiaz. anw, the sad-emo-cohistic moment just sets in me BACK. boo hoo hoo.. i wonder why do i get such fierce boyfriend. :(((
now im sad
i wana die
my way of potraying that im gonna be dead
is to sleep
:))
i shall sleep and go to werk tml and i vowed and promise to myself that i wun throw a very long and sour face eventhough i fight with my boyfriend. i shall try and commit to that. (pls pls pls)
Dear God. Pls instill in me some strength. im such a super-super weak banana. Especially when it comes to situatiions like this. im like in malfunction state. boo-hoo-hoo to me. Fatin is so KENTAL
8:10 AM
Saturday, December 09, 2006
im writing this entry at the time point 9:30pm
what practically happen today
1. go to werk early in the morning.
2.Ali's prescence at werk cheer me up. INSTANTLY
3.Able to go home early. yippees.
4.Boyfriend fetch me frm work.
5.Go to wedding at Khatib.
6.Go nck to Siglap KFC to take a carton of cigars.
7. and my mood finally lit up upon seeing Ali with his menu. otw home.
8. Fought with boyfriend.
and im still fighting with him nw.
FUCKYOUnabehcheebykanina! (expressing anger. not meant for anyone)
tt make me feel abit better. sighs-
GOD HELP ME. I hate the current feeling. suck
5:19 AM
Friday, December 08, 2006
so i spent the rest of my day with my boyfriend.
8:20 AM
Thursday, December 07, 2006
im done with my very very very long executive summary report! and im proud of myself for doing for 3 hrs straight without even getting up from the chair!! now my eyes are blur!!!!! anw. HOORRAY
3:10 AM
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
&&& this post is specially deidcated to Shila. Since you wana know what we did during the anniversary. Here's a glimps of it.  -i told you we were broke that we had to play the SIMS only. :)))
Monday, December 04, 2006
aida sent me this email. and due to boredom, i decide to host it up.
YOUR SLEEPING STYLE WITH YOUR GUY.
whats urs?
hmmm...mine falls uder the "future planning and promise sleeping style" and "sayang usually old man and young women sleeping style".
6:53 PM
Sunday, December 03, 2006
put it this way. i finally return to my pizza hut after 2 months of pure absence from work. im still glad that they still accept me as thier staff. :D
and so. Work was hell-of-fun. I walk in and see 2 new staff. A male and a female. They are the "lembot" type. like seriously lembot lar. The boyfriend promised me to fetch me from werk ystd.
him: awak, awak werk niari?
me: yup.
him: i fetch you after work ky. you bring helmet tau.
me: okay. btw i end at 9:00pm.
him: okay awak tunggu kite tau. kite fetch awak.
me; ok!
later at 9:00pm.
1st call: no answer
2nd call: no answer
3rd call: no answer
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
at about 10:30pm.
14th call: no answer.
i decide to call the house.
Boyfriend mother: assalamualiakum.
me: waalaikumsalam. cik ekh,
BF Mother: ar..ni fatin ekh?
me: ar...cik Sophian ade?
Bf Mother: ade...die tido...
me: -------
me:okay la tkpe..terimekasih.
he slept! verdict. orang tue2 ckp, ni namenye tido mati.
so ya. how sad. BOOO-HOOOOOO-HOOOOOOO
9:02 PM
Saturday, December 02, 2006
Sister: Kakak, im writing an entry abt you Me: okay Sister: im going to rite about your love life Me: okay. Must be an interesting one. Sister: sure (evil smiles)
godamnit.She's such an asshole. If you wana know furthur on what she wrote. here's her link www.v-way.blogspot.com
She puts the most handsomessstt picture of my ex and the ugliest-est-est-est picture of my Boyfriend.She's cruel. Like to the core man! ohmy. what great sister ive got.
8:32 AM
today was whole lotta fun. Fetched my boyfriend after work. After that we headed to the war memorial to sit and relax with his bestfriend.sapuan. Crap about alot of stuff. From vikings, to Toys'r'Us. How to get money. and ya you name it.
So while we were lying on the ground of the war-memorial,
suddenly Puan go
Puan :AAAAaaaarrrggghh!!! Cockroach cockroach!!
Boyfriend: (Jumps & Screams) Maner!! Maner!!
Me,Boyfriend amd Puan: EEEEEEEeee!!!!
and then...
Puan: Tu bukan Cockroach lar!!
Boyfriend: Tu cockroach la sial!
Puan: Tu American Cockroach lar!
Me& Boyfriend: ??? HAHAHAHHAHA.. it's still a Cockroach!!
he says it was an American Cockroach because the head is bigger then the body. Hahaha. Joke of the day
12:31 AM
Friday, December 01, 2006
im like really not going MSN. cause eventhough the iternet connection seems to be working, but it disconnects every now and then. BOO-HOO-HOO :(((
7:43 PM
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