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Saturday, March 31, 2007 At present, his off to a friends pit. I dont know why (out-of-a-sudden) i have this very unsecure feeling in me. maybe because they have a saying. "once bitten twice shy." since im being duped once, i seriously do have a problem in trusting you again. and i mean it. its hard, hard. you know. i wont blame it on me this time for not trusting you. but i blame you for betraying my trust not once but three times to four times. now the trust is gone.& i mean it. if you suceed to gain the trust back, its of your own benefit. i do have a huge issue on TRUST. to love is to trust. to trust is to love. bullshit isnt it. but then again, it could have been my most brainless and obtuse blunder or in simpler; mistake that i have done. which is to be giving you the never-ending 2nd chances which i doubt many, like me, does it too. wells, in simpler, i shall just have to make believe that a dumb-auquarius like me will only do repeated mistakes.everything here might sound cliche but i hate to say this.cause i hate to trust you. its tough tough to trust you. fuck. when's my tide gonna come. but i have been having this veryveryabsolute cranky moodswings. maybe. soon. 8:57 AM