Sunday, December 10, 2006
i have this tendency, when i fight with my boyfriend, i feel like vomiting puking, shitting all at the same time. i such a weak-banana. :((
evrything in me just go haywire like a naked wire got soaked in slurppe. anw, things took a turn when i chat with Ali. I SO ABSOFUCKINGLUTELY LOVE HIM to the core lar.
we had a very long MSN chat just now. Somehow he made me feel asthough i didnt fight w my boyfriend at all. hiaz. anw, the sad-emo-cohistic moment just sets in me BACK. boo hoo hoo.. i wonder why do i get such fierce boyfriend. :(((
now im sad
i wana die
my way of potraying that im gonna be dead is to sleep :))
i shall sleep and go to werk tml and i vowed and promise to myself that i wun throw a very long and sour face eventhough i fight with my boyfriend. i shall try and commit to that. (pls pls pls)
Dear God. Pls instill in me some strength. im such a super-super weak banana. Especially when it comes to situatiions like this. im like in malfunction state. boo-hoo-hoo to me. Fatin is so KENTAL
8:10 AM
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