Saturday, September 23, 2006
AND before you think its a piece of an ordinary news,
its 1:47am in the morning, not in my own comfort zone but at east coast park. waiting for hafiz. we're supposedly to attend our friends pit but then there were so many guys with no food! ugh! so ya i and mizah decided to go to the internet cafe whereas the guys decided to remain at the pit. how sad or i shall say how pathetic.
tomorow it's a full shift fer me at work. i dun mind the tired cause i've got my lovely hamizah to accompany me till the end of the day. and managers for mid-shift is encar and night shift is yul. :)) yays.
and just because i hadnt been attending work for about a week, i feel confused and lost as though im missing on alot of stuff. :(( and i hate tt feeling.and im drained. darn my contacts are like so dried that every blink result in so much pain. the thruth is that, sometimes my life is bliss and sometimes its much of non-existence to me.
...if being aware is draining then i know how the word "ignorance is bliss" comes about.so i guess now i shall float like a feather.i will pretend tts everything fine, pretend everything's perfect anmd pretend everythings pure, that's so much of pretending.ok then.im soooo afraid for monday.
prayers for me pls. preety pls.
and here's something for my project friends includes, zainal, lizah, shila and nurul. im so sorry if i cant be attending and doing project with you guys for the week. :(( i feel preety bad but ya. i will strive to catch up. thanks alot dear-ed friends.
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