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Thursday, August 10, 2006
a week has past me but im still in a condition where my mood isnt of a stable wavelength. :(
i guess things took a little turn and its just getting slightly very much depressive for now. i dont wish to elaborate on it.
i've got alot of assignments to do. and i had done none of it. and guess wht? submission date is tommmorow. im so busy and i doubt of having a life anymore.besides sometyms i just wana be with him, his also busy. i think i need some rest then turning up for sch and werk with puffy and swollen eyes tht tells tales. plus the long hours of this TEP is draining my senses away. I've constantly seeing myself in mood-swings. and i so pity the boyfriend who has to put up with this uncontrolable emotional state.
the only drive fer me to work is the presence of money. all i wana do is shop! shop! shop!
and not only that the friendly werking collegues who never fail to crack me up.sometimes the funny/werid/bizzare customers, getting on the edge of my nerves. uuurrghh. well if it doesnt just get any better.
i glad that the brain get me to the sudden mood to blog. cause i wana rant rant rant -grins.
soemtimes i wonder theres so much things life has brought me this few days.
sometimes it glided so smoothly but sometimes the sand-paper seem smoother. neverthelss.
there's nothing more like revisiting your little fragments of memories that remained invariable, and knowing how yourself have altered to adapt fresh modifications.
reminiscence is penance, that i know
but how can one help it, right? right.
i just can't help the way it is.
i just can't swallow the morbid truth down my throat
cos it burns like vodka.
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okays, that's a idea. so maybe i'll experience some horrible vomit inducing aftermaths? harhar quite an addiction huh. oooh!
conclusion : addictions are detrimental
nevermind, ignore. i have a tendency to blog to myself
just sometimes, remembrance can be such a splendid thing. but some people (like me) mishandle it by throwing it at situations like this and expect some witty anwers in trade. quite a shame though. -makes a face
i just wana say:
i LOVE my boyfriend and i thank the beautiful GOD. fer keeping us this way. cause i dont wana part from him. i dont wish to. i LOVE him more then i LOVE anyone else.
1:28 AM
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