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Thursday, August 31, 2006
im updating cause i just wana self-proclaimed of how much i hated august. Its like. never ending. Eventhough its a day to go. and there comes September, but every minute of the clock is like taking one moder-fucker millions of years.
if you can read my lips, this is exactly wht im saying.
NABEH CHHEBYY!!!
God can you pls hurry September, any more minute of August, im sure to die. I've had enough of August. and i hope that September is a direct opposite of August pls! well everyone let us just hook fingers and pray that Sept would b a better month.
and, OMFG! the boyfriend tested me up to my limits ystd. i could have died. i NEVER cried alone in public. NEVER. Especially in public and alone. i got 101 stares for crying ystd, sobbing all my to chinese garden and all the way home to Bedok. OMG. i dont know boyfriends are capable of this.
like i always say, maybe its just me, im a bad girlfriend.
IM A B-A-D, SELFISH, SELF-CENTERED GIRLFRIEND!
ok fine. i still dont feel good though!
ystd was my first entire time in my life, i switched off my HP. ususally it either died by iteself or the batt died.But ystd, i switched off my phone! and never switched it on till today morning. i didnt feel relieved or anything. i feel goddamn numb.shits
talk about anniversary, tommorow is my 9 month. who the hell cares. i guess its only me. me me me. the boyfriend is happily working cause tommorw is teacher's day and there is no school and that means full-bloody-shift for him. WTF.
To Aida; sorry though. i thought about baking the cookies together for the anniversary. but ya. No anniversarys i guess for August.
cause August SUCKS big time. & tht
I need to b constantly reminded that you LOVED me
I NEED.
am i not worth the effort?
i dont want to meet with Dissapointment anymore.
12:44 AM
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