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Sunday, August 20, 2006
i guess i'll do this open and frank.
Shila, its not like wht you thought. when i have my new found friends, i cant be bothered with you guys. tts your point of view and im totally not concerend on how you see things.
basically. lunches. i didnt even go anywhere. im at my BSU room stuck with this computer. wht entertains me is the prescence of Adobe Photoshop. i thank the creator though!
and ya i thnk kayly for teaching me how t use it.
Sometimes you guys bothered to call me to go luch, sometimes i was non-existence maybe. i ddnt go lnch with my new-found-friend even. FYI im all alone in the BSU room.
this was wht Sebas Said
"Do you know who gets the record for 24 hrs in the room? its Fatin!"
i was in the room all day long regard-less of break-fast or lunch. with old friends or new-friends.
Seriously you and lizah spent more time together. and it never bothered me because maybe you guys took the same train home took the same route home. So i never thought of the word jealous cause i found a "new-found-friend" like you mentioned who have the same route home with me. She has never been 24-7 with me because FYI she's in year 1 nursing and sometimes our time-table don't telly. And more then sometimes i rather be with myself. and tts y sometimes my guy understood tt, he fetched me frm sch everytime.
Aida, she's been great. she's been with me. everytime we swallow each other problems despite the burning sensation.
i have to say, if she's just someone else, tt particular someone would be sick and tired to hear my problems. but hell no. she stood there right by my side. Eventhough knowing tt my problem was rather "garbabge".
oh ya btw, why cant i host up my pictures? own pictures? is there a huge problem behind this?
its my blog, my way, my pictures definitely. if you dont seem t b able to stand the pics tt i host up, by all means, you can remove my link from your page. it doesnt bother me at all. then you don't have to see how i fantasize myself.
and ya. wht i talk with lizah about things tt you dun understand.
you know soemthing girl, its not only you who felt tt way. i should be saying tt sentence instead of you. you guys spent so much time together especailly during your ELDC moments tt sometimes you gv some guys nick-names and i totally have no ideas cause i wasnt even updated. and i seriously never have mine-ed abt this stuff but sometimes the feeling of left-out do subsist. but i never felt it could be a problem for me till you raised up the matter.
i know the aftermath of this might be bitter because we've been close friends. but i never regreted to typed this entry.
actually i never wanted this to arise. there's alwyas a saying tt says "some things are better left unsaid"
but since you brought it up. i shall brought up the issue tt has been churning inside me all these while.
ps: this entry above is dedicated to Shila.
pps: its only fer her.
ppss: i expact no comments frm other readers.
tnx.
6:40 PM
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